Archive for the ‘Reflection’ category

Paradox

January 7, 2009

Here’s a weird thing I noticed the other day.

I was recording a new qualification track for my chorus; we have to submit updated individual recordings periodically to demonstrate continue development in our vocal skills, as well as mastery of new competition material.

Usually, I’m uneasy with this process. I’m plagued by nervous tension, causing my vocal apparatus to constrict, resulting in a singing performance that isn’t truly representative of my abilities. This time — thanks, in significant measure, to my increased focus on VO and beaucoup practice time in front of the mic — I had a much better time of it. In fact, I submitted my second take, which I’ve never done before.

But why should it matter? Why am I fearless in front of the mic when I’m speaking, and a quivering mass of exploding synapses when I’m singing?

It’s the same microphone.

It’s the same voice.

Isn’t it?

My New Year’s with the guru

January 1, 2009

My key tactic for 2009 is to do something every single day of the year that will help advance me toward my voiceover career goals.

Some days, that may be as small as reading one good article or blog post, from which I take away valuable information. Other days, I’ll make bigger contributions — attending a class, getting some one-on-one coaching, or investing time in creating my new VO website and marketing materials. In between, there will be those pesky-yet-vital daily reads.

This being the first day of this exciting new year, I decided to do something special… but not too taxing. (It’s a holiday, after all.)

Pat Fraley is one of the best-known talents in the VO business, as well as a respected teacher and coach. On his website, Pat offers a series of brief podcasts covering a diverse range of practical subjects, everything from accents and dialects (one of Pat’s specialties) to specific techniques for creating character voices, from overcoming performance anxiety to narrating audiobooks.

A couple of months ago, I visited Pat’s site and downloaded the entire set of recordings. Then, as is my wont, I promptly forgot to go back and listen to them.

Today, as the Tournament of Roses parade marched by on my TV screen, I slapped my cans on and audited all 19 (my lucky number, serendipitously) of Pat’s lessons. It took almost three hours to get through the entire package, but by the time I was finished, I’d acquired a wealth of information. I’ll need to go back now and review each podcast with individual focus, so that I can take notes and strategize. In the meantime, though, I have a ton of new ideas floating around in my skull.

I was thoroughly impressed by Pat’s teaching approach. Even though each recording is only a few (between six and ten) minutes long, he gets right to the point in each one, and delivers straightforward, usable content. His style is engaging — I always had the sense that he was talking right to me, as opposed to a disembodied, anonymous multitude on the Internet.

Most of all, I’m amazed that he gives all of this wise counsel away for free.

Pat is based in Los Angeles, but he travels around the country to conduct coaching workshops. The next time he’s here in the Bay Area, I’ll make an effort to catch his class. I might even consider driving down to SoCal for a seminar one of these days.

One thing for certain: The more I learn about this business, the more I realize that I don’t know.

2009 is going to be a busy year.

Planning for success

December 28, 2008

This morning, I presented a lesson on the subject of planning. It’s a good subject for the approaching dawn of a new year, when people are getting themselves into the forward-thinking mode.

Like many of my better lessons, it’s one I preached to myself first.

I’ll be the first to acknowledge that my planning and organizational skills suck swamp water. It’s not that I lack the ability to think strategically and work in an organized manner — it’s more that I lack the motivation. To be brutally honest, I just get lazy.

But, as I drove the point home this morning, success requires a plan — conceived, detailed, and executed. No productive journey begins without the traveler knowing not only where the destination is, but also the roads to take and the resources that will be needed along the way. If I’m going to reap the results I so boldly affirm that I desire from my voiceover career, then I’d better figure out where exactly I want to go, and map out the steps that will take me there.

Acting coach Bob Fraser, whose Actor’s Tool-Kit e-newsletter I read religiously, sent a packet of amazingly helpful planning materials to his subscribers last week. In the days since, I’ve been using Bob’s Action! A Workbook for Professional Actors as the template for my 2009 strategizing.

I still have to follow through, of course. But for me, just having a clear direction and a sequential process for reaching the goal is quantum leaps further than I usually go.

If you’re not already reading Bob Fraser’s free newsletter, I recommend that you pop over to his site right now and sign up. His insights into what it takes to be a successful actor are worthy of your time and consideration.

As Joe Jackson once sang, “You can’t get what you want until you know what you want.” I almost always know what I want. I don’t often know how I’m going to achieve it.

This coming year will be different.

I’m planning on it.

Investment

December 23, 2008

Yesterday, I ponied up the balance due on my January narration class at Voicetrax. When I looked at the invoice amount, I had to remind myself that I’m making an investment in my future.

I was reminding myself of that very thing this morning, as I was working through my daily reads.

It’s easy to find excuses not to put in the time to pull copy, analyze it, establish my settings, circumstances, and motivations, run a take, listen to it critically, and run it again to fix the things I missed the first time through. It’s work. It’s time-consuming. On days when the reads don’t flow, and I really struggle to come up with a competitive-sounding take, it’s humbling and frustrating.

But it’s an investment.

And if I don’t make that investment every day, I’ll never get where I want to go.

My future is being held prisoner in a Chinese bakery

December 19, 2008

The girls and I got Chinese takeout for my birthday dinner. Here’s the good word from my post-repast fortune cookie:

You will be fortunate in everything you put your hands to.

Dangling preposition aside, I hope that prediction finds its reality in my VO career in 2009.

Someday…

December 17, 2008

…I will like the sound of my voice.

It’s strange, really. I first sang a solo on stage when I was ten. I’ve acted since I was in sixth grade. I’ve sung in choruses for a dozen years and in a quartet for three, in front of audiences as large as 10,000. I’ve been speaking in front of audiences several times a week for the past 22 years. I have been a vocal communicator and performer all of my life.

After all of that, my voice still sounds peculiar to me.

And not in a good way.

That’s not to say I can’t listen to and assess my vocal performance. Since I began studying voiceover seriously, I’ve been doing that almost every day. I appreciate the good things about my playbacks to the same degree that I am critical of the things that are lacking in my performances. I’m capable of recognizing a good take — even a great one — just as I can pick apart a take that is substandard.

I’m even getting to the point that Samantha calls “knowing when good enough is good enough.” Not always, but often.

But I still don’t like the sound of my voice.

Even when I love the things I do with it. And that’s increasingly often.

Someday, though…

I will.

As I was saying…

December 12, 2008

So, here’s the deal.

If you’ve wandered over from my other blog, SwanShadow Thinks Out Loud, I guess you found me.

I’m setting up this blog specifically to journal about my nascent career as a voice actor. Eventually, there might be something here that’s of general interest to the world at large, or at least, my fellow voice talent. For the time being, it will just be my musings about my progress toward my VO goals. I often think best at the keyboard, so this will serve as cheap therapy.

It’s also an excuse to explore WordPress, which I’ve wanted to do for a while.

Enjoy the ride. I’m sure I will.